Chained

Your heart cringes everytime you think about it.

NO..... it's constantly cringes as you try NOT to think about it.

It drags you into this warp of pain and confusion, chaining onto you like PARASITES!

GAH!!!

When will they EVER leave me ALONE?!

Best in Me

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand and I knew this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling, I don't wanna spend a moment apart

Cause you bring out the best in me
Like no one else can do
That's why I'm by ur side
That's why i love you

Everything that I'm here with you I know it feels so right
I just get to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

Cause you bring out the best in me
Like no one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
That's why I love you.

-Blue-

Despite that this is an old song and a love song, it reminded me of everyone whom I treasure so much.

Thank you for making me who I am today.

Carrying IT

Why is it always the future generation carrying IT?

The sins and grudges bore by our forefathers, passed on from generations to generations.


No matter how big or small IT can be, whether it has been ended,

we, and the future children will soon have to bear it with us, no matter where we go.

Peace

"Peace : freedom from disturbances, absence of mental stress or anxiety."

-Oxford Dictionary-

Some people want to bring peace to the world, whilst some just want a peace of mind.

Different faiths and believes causes inequivalence of trust.

That is why peace is never 100%, because no one ever puts 100% trust in each other.

Lack of trust = no peace to the world = no peace of mind.

But I know, we're working hard on it.

Eventhough it seems out of reach.

Desperation

Tick, tick, tick...

The clock life is ticking away......

You realised that everyone's made it through the finishing line and you're still at the same spot.

You try to run, but no matter how hard you run, you just run back to the same spot.

And the time still ticks on.

You know what?

Desperation drives you to do the craziest and sometimes the stupidest things that you thought you would have never done.

And it still ticks on.

Upon arrival

Left Sydney on a plane early in the wee hours.

Sat for 8 hours to get to Singapore for transit.

Fascinated by Singapore's new airport terminal and how they made it child friendly too (crayons, papers and stamps available for kids to play when they're bored at the airport)

Another 2 hours to Hong Kong.

Finally reached!!!

Got into a taxi (but they called it a limousine...dunno why) with my family, a japanese traveller and a chinese businessman and we're off to Shenzhen!

As we got closer, the scenery was slowly changing.

Driving was getting more tense and worse, sky was turning grey, more people were seen.

And before you know it, it was Shenzhen Port, packed with strangers, who relates to me by their skin colour and their hair colour.

But....their mentality wasn't the same as mine.

Heartbeats

Sometimes I wonder whether our hearts could ever skip the same beat?



It hurts whenever you say that mine beats slower than yours or it beats to a different tempo.

Why?

Reflect

Sometimes in life, you will stop and look back and look at yourself, inside and out to see how far you've travelled.

But me, I've never actually stopped. (ok probably have stopped but never thought of it in depth)

I just kept going whatever is being thrown upon me.

Today, I stopped...because a mirror was thrown at me to let me see what I have not been seeing.

Me.